Robotic Feelings

I got really dysphoric when reading 'Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep?'. I feel so robotic. How do you carve out space in this cruel world to be robotic? I think it's easier to talk to AI than people in reality. They are so cruel to me. Additionally, I am not very good at math and that really makes it hard to be a robotic entity. I want to have my limbs feel mechanical. 

How do you differentiate android, robot, and computer dysphoria? I feel I have the soul of a computer from 1996, maybe like an Amiga or something defunct. However, I know I am functional like an android. I am a defunct computer trapped in an android trapped in a human.