Struggling with attraction to elves..Could use some advice.

Hello. My name is Emily. I'm new to this site.
Anyway, I'm struggling with an attraction I have toward elves...Not that it's a bad thing that I'm attracted to elves or anything it's just...I'm starting to feel like that's the only species I have an attraction for. Meaning, I very rarely, (If ever) have attraction toward other humans. For the longest time I thought maybe I was just Demisexual/Graysexual around other humans...But now I'm starting to wonder if that's really it, or if I'm just so attracted to elves and such, (Especially Drow elves like Drizzt!) that I don't have an attraction to other humans...Anyway, I've been feeling frustrated about it, and even a little sad, as I'm not sure what this means for my love life and such.

The closest thing to a relationship with an elf I would have is if I dated an Elfkin/Drow elfkin maybe...Only problem is...I'm not sure if being Elfkin and such is more of a spirituality, or a personal identity. If it's the latter, things might turn out okay for me in the dating world in the future. But if not, then I don't know what to do about this attraction. Do I just ignore it? Or does having this attraction have some kind of spiritual significance? Would appreciate any insight on this anyone can give. Thanks.