pharmaceutica

@pharmaceutica

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Dawnstar

est Joined Aug. 2026

forgive me if im misstepping

i wonder in xenos would be particularly sulphuric? acidic.

unfortunately, when it comes to fragrances it is hard to find something more esoteric like that for less than $200 ... for more affordable scents you could always try a cologne with musk or petrichor. noir from bath and bodyworks comes to mind? 

maybe it is something you have to explore. i like this list you have made, all good things for you to do :)

it's very cool to meet you as well, i feel so welcomed. :)

i know of both hellsing and honkai star rail, but i have not interacted with either. it's lovely to hear that someone else understands.

thank you, youre very kind ! 

thank you <3
it has been hard especially due to the irony culture taking over the internet now. kinning is so 2021, or something.

i am especially questioning prairie dogs in particular. i am a very group oriented, social thing. ive always felt a certain connection to them. i am also simply obsessed with rodentia in general, lol...

hello, and thank you :)
everyone is already very nice. 
im very new to attempting to understand this part of myself, so i dont know all the terms yet. but i am pharma of transformers, and rook hunt of twisted wonderland. i am also questioning the lead priest of hellraiser. ("pinhead"). they, rook and pharma, have been such heavy ties to my current identity that i do not have a name outside of them. pharma in particular, i get annoyed and a sense of "wrongness" when interacting with fans that claim to understand what happened. 
thank you. 

what is your experience? 

thank you :)
for me it's mostly a mental thing. i am very low energy and even when i was alive i was born with a heart defect. my heartrate rarely breaks 60bpm, and my blood pressure usually stays around 80/60. it can take me a while to respond verbally, and my wounds do not heal. i have also always had a fascination with decomposition. even as a child i would draw myself as a corpse.

movement can be difficult, and i liken that to rigor mortis. i also desire a horde, which is why i believe myself a zombie rather than a ghoul or ghost, as zombies are social creatures. thank you for asking :)