Thank you! And I'm glad you liked the quick mention, i actually saved your site due to how much of a massive source of info and links it is, i love it a lot
While awakening a few years ago, I fully thought i was an earthen large cat due to a very intense connection since youth, similarities as well as love for them; I'd later realize this was wrong, but not fully so All the signs pointed to me being one and yet nothing fully clicked, I thought i mustve been wrong entirely about my identity until i just decided to sit down and scribble how my body felt: definitely feline, but definitely NOT normal. Turns out I'm some weird cryptid-ish giant cat. For a while (and occasionally to this day) I just wished I could be a "normal" common animal so I could connect more easily with others, but I've accepted what I am and I'm mostly happy with it.
I've always felt a sort of kinship with felines, as a cub I would carry my plushies by the scruff with my teeth, keep my hair very long like a mane (which i still do today), climb furniture, bare my teeth when upset/excited, bite things and people, the list goes on... I also vividly remember feeling my phantom ears on the side of my head even back then, and this remains my most common shift today. I was later forced to "give up" or hide some of these behaviours when school began, but even then I think most people could figure out there was something not quite right with me. Whether that was the autism/adhd or the poorly masked animal behaviour, I'll probably never know. When I awakened around 2022 I immediately figured I was a big cat as I've felt like one my whole life, but something didnt quite click. Later on I realised i was something a lot more out there, still feline but more like a cryptid? And here i am today. While I was heavily bullied for well, whatever reasons bullies could find, I dont hold any sort of hard feelings towards humans and I'm rather happy to be around them.
Thank you! And I'm glad you liked the quick mention, i actually saved your site due to how much of a massive source of info and links it is, i love it a lot
I guess that's true. The mention of spreadsheets did give me a small idea though so thanks :v
While awakening a few years ago, I fully thought i was an earthen large cat due to a very intense connection since youth, similarities as well as love for them; I'd later realize this was wrong, but not fully so
All the signs pointed to me being one and yet nothing fully clicked, I thought i mustve been wrong entirely about my identity until i just decided to sit down and scribble how my body felt: definitely feline, but definitely NOT normal. Turns out I'm some weird cryptid-ish giant cat. For a while (and occasionally to this day) I just wished I could be a "normal" common animal so I could connect more easily with others, but I've accepted what I am and I'm mostly happy with it.
I've always felt a sort of kinship with felines, as a cub I would carry my plushies by the scruff with my teeth, keep my hair very long like a mane (which i still do today), climb furniture, bare my teeth when upset/excited, bite things and people, the list goes on... I also vividly remember feeling my phantom ears on the side of my head even back then, and this remains my most common shift today. I was later forced to "give up" or hide some of these behaviours when school began, but even then I think most people could figure out there was something not quite right with me. Whether that was the autism/adhd or the poorly masked animal behaviour, I'll probably never know. When I awakened around 2022 I immediately figured I was a big cat as I've felt like one my whole life, but something didnt quite click. Later on I realised i was something a lot more out there, still feline but more like a cryptid? And here i am today. While I was heavily bullied for well, whatever reasons bullies could find, I dont hold any sort of hard feelings towards humans and I'm rather happy to be around them.