Alkxzndr

I'm not a human, I look at the sky and I feel a connection, I see in the night the calm that the day Interrupt, I like to be referred to as royalty and I feel that trapped in me is a deity or non-corporeal entity, I feel the absence of my magic with my fingers itching at the feeling of magic that cannot come out, the weight of human life is meaningless and extracts every drop of my energy. Hii, I'm Demian / Alkxzndr (pronounced in multiple ways), I often refer to myself as transmac, non-binary/genderqueer, although none of those really explains how I feel, I tend to be more related as Xenogender or without gender at all + Otherkin identity that is the one who mostly explain who I am I'm pretty shy, introvert and I have a hard time talking with someone new, I'm really clingy and cute (I don't know which word can best describe me) I like music a lot and I feel deeply connected and in calm with the music And I identify myself as gay (mlm), I can be attracted to anyone who is not 100% female or strongly aligned to be female. And... I don't know what to say... I like videogames... And... I need friends, but people in real life is really rough and mean :c