Since I'm just starting out, I'll do a prompt!

I had a shift once that left me feeling rather off put, I had been watching critters shifting and afterwards I listened to some music, I was working on something on the ground when I had a mild mental shift. I felt alone and rather unsafe, but at the same time I felt the horrible urge to hoard anything close to me. To put simply, two of my kintypes were clashing. To calm down the shift I loafed on the ground for a bit as if I was going to sleep, afterwards I continued on whatever I was working on. The surprising part to me was I was still not confident in my identity then, and just brushed it off. Looking back, I could've torn something up if I had not been on the ground, or went out and bothered someone, (I've not told anyone in my family)  

I have torn things up before in small shifts, I'd bite things and I've torn up a drawing I was working on once (rip T⁠ᴗT)

What shift related to your otherkin, therian, or nonhuman identity taught you something new about yourself?