Saying hi and stuff

Hello Otherkin.net! Hello to everyone reading this. 

I’m deciding to create this little first post on here to make myself known in this place. Not because I think you should know me but I guess this is my way to say hi to everyone.

I’m pretty bad with introductions, because I sometimes don’t find the greatest words and some things can come off as self centered or narcissistic, which I’m definitely not, just social norms can sometimes be a bit strange to me. So I apologize in advance if things I write or say might not have the greatest tone to it, but I will try anyways.

My name is Bahamut, a blue dragon, I‘m in the otherkin community since I think 2017 and since then kind of a guiding bolt in the community for many people. I once owned an otherkin community on Amino, a rather controversial app for many reasons, but it helped a lot of people to understand what and who they were and I’m still thankful and a bit proud that I was able to make such an impact in the community with this. 

My awakening in 2017 was kinda abnormal, I dreamt of my own death and what came after and I immediately knew, that was something else than just a normal dream. I found the otherkin community and for the first time I understood, that I’m not alone with what I saw and felt. I found out more about my life before and I started writing down what I feel and how I deal with things and this kind of naturally attracted people who told me they feel the same way, even people who were in the community for much longer than myself. To say it felt good would not really be on point, but it felt right. Today I know why, but back then I almost knew nothing about myself compared to today. 

Back then I had this urge to learn everything about being otherkin, the path of awakening and getting to know myself better and all that, today, after many communities, personal experiences, helping others to find out who they are, I have settled down. I still can talk a lot about what it means to find yourself, what an awakening really is, how you unlock certain memories if you’re having trouble remembering stuff from your past, but since I am fully conscious and aware about who I really am now, I kind of… Lost the drive I had for years to try to be a change.

Instead, I would rather just be able to tell my story. Not to prove anything, but to maybe get listeners and people who are truly interested to hear about my world I now know that I lived in. There’s many things I can tell, luckily I have a lot of memories from my past life. 

But I realize that I’m losing myself in thoughts again. Anyways, I’m happy to meet you and listen to your stories and to share mine as well. 

Thank you for reading!