First post, looking for how to understand myself.

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At first I thought it was just something I stumbled upon and liked, it was just something new to do, I called myself an otherlink because I had no confidence in my own identity, and what if I was wrong? How dare I think of myself anything else. But, I kept feeling my body, but it wasn't my own. I had ears too big for me, I felt stuff on my back, and my body would act weird sometimes. I'd feel like I've gotten lost from a herd, or I could jump off the ground and keep going up. I recently have been trying to accept my own identity, and suppress the hundreds of urges crawling my skin. If anyone here is a cow or beefalo, or a dragon of any kind, could y'all give me some tips? Thanks for reading!