Experiences as an insect therian

This will be a short one, but I'm a newly recognised Cockroach Therian and I wanna share some of the ups and downs I've ended up having

First, the downsides. I wanna end on a high note so we will do the upsides last

I don't have antenna! Where did they go?? I also get phantom backplates like a roaches, and the urge to eat greenery and steal food [I only pretend to sneak food]. 

I can't find roach mask tutorials, templates, commissions anything. Nor any gear! I get that not many roaches are out there but it still is kinda sad for me. If someone is willing/experienced in making cockroach therian gear please reach out to me </3

I'm already disabled and can't do quads, but quads doesn't really fit being a roach therian and its weird

Now the upsides!! Yay!!

I feel super euphoric when I eat lettuce, leaves, oats or when I pretend-sneak things from the kitchen. Hummus is also great 

Wearing brown feels great, backpacks make me feel like I have back plating

Rubbing my feet together makes me feel even more connected to roaches

Crawling on the floor or just curling up on my rug is really nice, I feel tiny and correct

I have arachnodactyly [noticeably, abnormally long and slender fingers and toes] and for some reason it makes me feel more roach like?

My hair makes me feel so much more roachy!! I have dirty blonde hair thats really fine, thick and fluffy and it just feels like a cockroach kinda hairstyle yknow?

My weighted blanket on my bed reminds me of burrowing and I really like it

Sometimes when I'm sad i do that 'you just got stickbugged' dance and it makes me feel super buggy I love it

TADA here were the upsides and downsides of being a cockroach therian!!

I might do this again in the future IDK