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  • Spearcarrier posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago  · 

    I’m here under duress.

    • Whoa, is that Spearcarrier as in way back in the day, Spearcarrier? Kinships/Pentegram Comix and all that?

      • *checking current form* Pretty sure it’s me. Older, fatter, tired, forced back into Wakefulness despite lots of protestations and even trying to file a cosmic restraining order. :-p Nice to see one of the old guard still functions.

        • Haha, funny you put it that way, since I always thought of myself as “new guard” given how many people were around before me. I guess now I’m an old fruit, seeing as there are many adults now going around calling themselves otherkin who weren’t born when I was having such crises of “belongingness”. (I’m not sure if you and I were still in the same circles when I changed names about 15 years ago – before that I was going by Eshari)

          • Oh hey, I remember that name! Truth be told, I’d had this emergency operation a while back and am missing a few memories. I’ve also been terrible at remembering people from the start.

            Welcome to the old guard? Your commemorative t-shirt is over there. We weren’t sure what size you wore, so we just got twelve of everything.

            I’d left the Otherkin a long time ago. The circles I kept getting drawn into were caustic. One of the first dragons had warned me of it, but being naive I just couldn’t see. So when things hit that final head, I just had to walk away from everything. Find my center and learn how to make my own boundaries. That sort of things. Coming back to the community was done after a *lot* of calculation and thought – it had my divine mate quite confused as he’d never paid attention to the Otherkin before and suddenly was wondering what I was up to. Nothing much, jerkoff, just seeing if people have survived.

            I have a current theory on the why of some of these new folks who have no past but are having trouble falling in sync. I’ll write about it eventually.