You know, in a way, I don’t really like the idea of doing this. I worried that it would be too cheesy. But there are a few things I wanted to say.
I guess I’ll start by saying that I heard something about you – that you claimed to be the manifestation/director of the Corruption, the Great Unmaker. Do I think that’s true? I’m honestly not sure. I’m inclined to say no, with no disrespect intended regarding your memories. What I know for sure is that I don’t think less of you for it.
I also want to say that I’m sorry I called you eshira, and I’m sorry I claimed I was part of your family without any real proof. I still don’t know why I believed that so hard, or why I still kind of think it could be true now…but that doesn’t change the fact that I didn’t handle things in a good way at all. I acted extremely immaturely. It was wrong of me to say those things, and I never really properly apologized for them.
I wish I was more eloquent and could get this out better, but this is all I have at the moment. I guess the only thing left to do is try to be better – and actually, something I’ve been thinking about recently is that I think I should be a little more like you. Even though we’re very different people in many ways, I admire the way you think. You’ve taught me and inspired me a great deal.